On the Thursday night of the first Easter week, an unnamed woman had a dream about Jesus:
While Pilate was sitting in the judgment hall, his wife sent him a message: “Have nothing to do with that innocent man, because in a dream last night, I suffered much on account of him.”
Carol Ann Duffy
Firstly, his hands — a woman’s. Softer than mine,
with pearly nails, like shells from Galilee.
Indolent hands. Camp hands that clapped for grapes.
Their pale, mothy touch made me flinch. Pontius.
I longed for Rome, home, someone else. When the Nazarene
entered Jerusalem, my maid and I crept out,
bored stiff, disguised, and joined the frenzied crowd.
I tripped, clutched the bridle of an ass, looked up
and there he was. His face? Ugly. Talented.
He looked at me. I mean he looked at me. My God.
His eyes were eyes to die for. Then he was gone,
his rough men shouldering a pathway to the gates.
The night before his trial, I dreamt of him.
His brown hands touched me. Then it hurt.
Then blood. I saw that each tough palm was skewered
by a nail. I woke up, sweating, sexual, terrified.
Leave him alone. I sent a warning note, then quickly dressed.
When I arrived, the Nazarene was crowned with thorns.
The crowd was baying for Barabbas. Pilate saw me,
looked away, then carefully turned up his sleeves
and slowly washed his useless, perfumed hands.
They seized the prophet then and dragged him out,
up to the Place of Skulls. My maid knows all the rest.
Was he God? Of course not. Pilate believed he was.
The Women in the Bible website has a feature on the wife of Pontius Pilate.
If you’d like some more Easter thoughts and resources, there’s a handy-dandy list of all the Lent and Easter posts here.
The Easter ones I’ve written for Sacraparental and my Kiwi Families column are also here:
- 32 ideas for celebrating Easter at home.
- An introduction to Easter, aimed at a general audience, at Kiwi Families.
- My review of Joy Cowley’s The Easter Story, the best Easter book for kids (and adults!) I know.
- A full online Service of the Shadows, including artworks to contemplate, based on the Tenebrae-style service West Baptist does.
- For adults: some Easter theology on the theme of Hope and Solidarity.
- ‘Strange way to test if wood would splinter
Strange way to do performance art
Strange way to say “I’ll see you later”
Strange way to leave behind your heart’
The lyrics of ‘Strange Way’ by Martyn Joseph.